Frustrations and Happiness

My stomach has been hurting since Fri. I feel a huge amount of emotions all at once. I'm nervous about waiting for a yes or no on a promotion for the hubby, I am frustrated because my Dr. says I should be ok to have a baby but I can't seen to get pregnant. My Dr. wants my blood sugar under better control which seems impossible right now. I want a new job desperately. I love what I do but the hours and the uncertainty of volume from day to day is frustrating. I may be the only person who wants to win the lotto just so I can quit my job and go to college. I just want to go to school full time and I can't. Ends are not meeting, my skating is not improving, pregnancy and sugar control seem out of reach. I'm just super frustrated and I just need some happy right now. My Dr actually recommended more sex and to go ahead and take prenatal vitimans and maybe try to see an endocrinologist. I don't know, I have mixed feelings. I do feel happy that she doesn't believe that my PCOS is so bad that I'm going to have issues. She just thinks that with sugars under control the rest will fall into place. My biggest disappointment was that I thought I was going to be an announcer this season and now it looks like I'm not. I was really excited about it too. Oh well!